Bo Eder
Platinum Member
So, I've prepped the Zep kit as best as I could, even lightened up my hardware load by eliminating all the heavy stands and getting some new Ludwig Atlas Classic straight cymbal stands and a cheaper through-bolt throne. Got them to my school gig, set-up, and then proceeded to have a rather mediocre performance night.
I'm not sure if it was me or if the band just wasn't jelling (I think more that) but I still feel responsible since I'm the glue holding it all together anyway.
It was even confirmed for me when the man in charge said I sounded like my predecessor - which I replaced because he didn't like the way he played. Needless to say I smiled outwardly but inside I was cringing. He wanted the 'vintage' me, and reminded me I used to do all these really way-out things dynamically and was just a better spark plug before than I was tonight.
I've taken it to heart and have another chance to up-it a few notches tomorrow. Although I take criticism well, and can even handle alot of good-natured ribbing, hearing those words from my employer now has me feeling a bit of anxiety. I practice on my own alot, and know the material fairly well, but in our 30 years together, he never criticized the way I play drums. He never criticized me for playing anything else - in years past I've played synthesizer, or congas, and he seemed to like my feeble attempts at those. Tonight he didn't like the drumming. I don't think I liked the drumming. It's just tough when it's the thing you pride yourself in and worked on the longest.
I post this to say, I hate having off nights.
I'm not sure if it was me or if the band just wasn't jelling (I think more that) but I still feel responsible since I'm the glue holding it all together anyway.
It was even confirmed for me when the man in charge said I sounded like my predecessor - which I replaced because he didn't like the way he played. Needless to say I smiled outwardly but inside I was cringing. He wanted the 'vintage' me, and reminded me I used to do all these really way-out things dynamically and was just a better spark plug before than I was tonight.
I've taken it to heart and have another chance to up-it a few notches tomorrow. Although I take criticism well, and can even handle alot of good-natured ribbing, hearing those words from my employer now has me feeling a bit of anxiety. I practice on my own alot, and know the material fairly well, but in our 30 years together, he never criticized the way I play drums. He never criticized me for playing anything else - in years past I've played synthesizer, or congas, and he seemed to like my feeble attempts at those. Tonight he didn't like the drumming. I don't think I liked the drumming. It's just tough when it's the thing you pride yourself in and worked on the longest.
I post this to say, I hate having off nights.