Duck Tape
Platinum Member
I'm turning 30 this year and I have seen 3 of my favorite bands in the last 10 days or so. I have seen a change in my attitude and the enjoyment I get from these experiences. It is a bit of a whinge so if you don't like those click the back button now.
I can be impatient and the more I go to watch a band the more I get bothered by the inconvenience of having to stand around for an hour while the bands setup and dick around etc surely it's all about maximizing alcohol consumption.
My legs get tired, and as soon as I find a good vantage point - of course I need to go pee. And I want to get up close but I just can't stand being bumped into by sweaty people. Why do they have jump like that? I don't think that's interpretation of music, I think they're putting on as much of a performance as the guys on stage. Or guys at prog concerts that want to show you that they can clap their hands or nod their heads in time to tricky music - is that what music is about? Appearing a certain way to others? And what's with all the yelling?
I find myself challenging my own outlook and picking apart the whole scenario. Of course we want to see a band play but is it a bit confronting and perhaps unfair that the band be up on a pedestal and under scrutiny like that? Is that what music is about? Or just an artificial construct for fans to prove their devotion?
Don't get me wrong, I love watching bands because I'm a musician, I love to sing and dance and move about but not nearly as much as the people around me.. And I'm trying to understand if perhaps my musical appreciation has gone down a notch or if I'm just in a sea of posers and I'm one of the few authentic observers.
Waa waa yes I know I'm either being a pessimist or a realist but this a turning point in my concept of music and identity and heroism and I wonder if it can affect the direction I'm heading in.
Hopefully this makes sense and someone's been here.
I can be impatient and the more I go to watch a band the more I get bothered by the inconvenience of having to stand around for an hour while the bands setup and dick around etc surely it's all about maximizing alcohol consumption.
My legs get tired, and as soon as I find a good vantage point - of course I need to go pee. And I want to get up close but I just can't stand being bumped into by sweaty people. Why do they have jump like that? I don't think that's interpretation of music, I think they're putting on as much of a performance as the guys on stage. Or guys at prog concerts that want to show you that they can clap their hands or nod their heads in time to tricky music - is that what music is about? Appearing a certain way to others? And what's with all the yelling?
I find myself challenging my own outlook and picking apart the whole scenario. Of course we want to see a band play but is it a bit confronting and perhaps unfair that the band be up on a pedestal and under scrutiny like that? Is that what music is about? Or just an artificial construct for fans to prove their devotion?
Don't get me wrong, I love watching bands because I'm a musician, I love to sing and dance and move about but not nearly as much as the people around me.. And I'm trying to understand if perhaps my musical appreciation has gone down a notch or if I'm just in a sea of posers and I'm one of the few authentic observers.
Waa waa yes I know I'm either being a pessimist or a realist but this a turning point in my concept of music and identity and heroism and I wonder if it can affect the direction I'm heading in.
Hopefully this makes sense and someone's been here.