every day, I see/hear someone do something that I can't, and that motivates me. I have always been internally competitive, and feed off of that. That is why I got into and love drum corps. If one of my students comes down to the band room, and plays something, I HAVE to be able to do it at least at their level, if not better. And they know it...they always have "challenges" for me. It keeps me young, and up to date on what is hip!! Recently it has been double bass speed, and "new" rudiments
I am also the product of my father, who is ultra-tenacious when it comes to finishing a project, and doing it right. I love repping. I love the mundane, and the elusive, and the pursuit of perfection of either. No excuses. I will play 8 on hand for 6 hours trying to perfect motion and space control and sound quality in my stroke. I will spend 6 hours trying to figure out 4 mallet passages on marimba...I give no weight to one thing being "more important" to practice than another.
and like GEtaGrippa mentioned, it is a true addiction....I always have sticks in my hands, and the feel of my hands interacting with each other, and bouncing off a surface is totally cathartic. It helps quell my ODC and my Type A personality issues. I am always tapping, or leg is bouncing; songs and rhythms are always going through my head
music in general is my religion; it is my Zen; I never want to be stagnant in my pursuit of musical knowledge. There is so much that I want to soak in before I can not anymore...