Heheh, maybe you misunderstood or I explained myself poorly. What I meant is drumming has helped me immensely in coping with anxiety and depression. I love sharing the joy I feel from drumming and music with others. But my experience with drumming has been mostly therapeutic than gigging. I'm sorry if you find something wrong with that. Also, thanks for your insulting comment rather than seeking further clarification! That's really helpful to say to someone who just opened up about their issues with anxiety!Most selfish drummer ever right here. I totally do it for my own ecstatic joy. But in the process of us doing us, plenty of folks get happy too....and thats just fine with me.