From what you're saying, this sounds a lot like what some of the guys in my band have been through coming from Iran, so I would echo what some others on here have mentioned; Find a place that's a bit more music-friendly, if that really is your dream.
You don't even need to go very far! I'm getting the impression that you are based somewhere in the Middle east (please forgive me if you aren't!), and if you are, Lebanon, Jordan and the UAE are good places to start in my opinion. Some places are a bit more stable than others, but for the most part, they're all relatively safe depending on where you are. Heck if you're ever in Dubai, give me a shout!
Having grown up here, I feel your pain! Any "Rock" music was deemed blasphemous and therefore illegal only 15 years ago! It was definitely a struggle back then. It has gotten a lot better now, but we're a long way from the drum publications ringing up anyone out here! At least we're fortunate enough to be able to do it a lot more freely and have better opportunities. Wish I could be of more assistance, but all I can do is wish you the best!
Good luck!