Re: i am not like most of you!
wy - just a few more things...you might want to start a blog (blogger.com, wordpress.com) to get your book ideas out or as an online test bed for chapters ? i find your life story unique & damned interesting. i also identify w/ the fighting arts & basically fighting thru life from time to time. i just lost someone close to me a month ago & feel very mortal suddenly. recently i want to make my life complete, make it "count" & the best it can be for my family before i am dead & gone. sounds like you have lived a full & interesting life already & have your head on straight. for me, the things that matter most are the stuff i am passionate about (drums, music!!!), family & friends. </ steps off soapbox>