Re: Having a little problem....uh oh
Difficult to know without information on anything elsoe going on in your life whether you're suffering a depression or simply going through the usual trials and tribulations of adolescence. Suicidal thoughts, moreover fantasies, actually aren't uncommon in teenagers, just be careful to note if you ever start fixating on them or start resolving to actually attempt. Having someone to talk to helps keeps things in perspective. I'd be wary of taking drugs, especially if you're doctor doesn't suggest any other non-drug treatments first.
Stop listening to death metal, stop slouching and take up a sport laddy!