Re: Random Thoughts
Bummer Bon. I stopped for 2 years about a decade ago. I was undone by "It's been a while. Just one won't hurt".
Not wanting to get new age on you, but I think it might help you to think of it not as "She is the reason I started again", more like "My reaction to her is the reason I started again". I think you have to own your smoking before you can give it away. (That sounds cleverer in hindsight than it was meant to be).
If you're already depressed it's not a bad time to quit - as long as you don't tend towards extreme actions! After all, you're smoking and depressed, which means that you don't have to worry about quitting making you depressed.